Having Lupus is not an easy thing to deal with.I try to be positive,but when you feel like crap and have so much pain in your body it is not easy.My Lupus is really bad and I have never been in this much pain in my life.No matter what I do or try my pain level won't go down.I am in sooooo much pain that I am up and have been crying.I am so wore out that I get tired just walking to the kitchen and it hurts just to brush my hair.Please pray for the pain level to go down so I can get some sleep tonight.I am trying to fight this but some days aren't so easy.I have you all in my prayers and thoughts.

                                                                                                              Love Ya,

                                                                                                                     Brenda

God is always there for us no matter what we are going thru and Jesus loves you!! I thank Jesus everyday for being so good to me and for always being here for me.I found out the day for my dads surgery is wednesday.He has an aneurysm on top of an another one in the main arterty going to his heart.Please pray for him.They said he has a 50/50 chance.His name is Bill.

                                                                                                                             Brenda

I am missing my sister Jenni.It has been 9 yrs ago today that she passed away from lupus!! She was my best friend and a bright spot in my life. She was such a caring,gentle,loving,sharing and giving spirit and soul.She always had a smile on her face and a kind word for everyone and for everyone she met.I miss her soooooo much but I know she is in heaven and she is healed and able to dance again and no longer in pain.It was 7 yrs. ago today we found out I have lupus.It is a battle to have it but I will keep fighting and praying they will find a cure for this terriable illness.Jenni you are loved and missed greatly and one day we will be reunited.

                                                                                                   God Bless and Hugs,

                                                                                                                        Brenda